In our darkest moments, our most difficult trials.. Let us praise Him

“He brought them out of darkness and the shadow of death, and broke their chains in pieces. Oh, that men would give thanks to the Lord for His goodness, and for His wonderful works to the children of men! For He has broken the gates of bronze, and cut the bars of iron in two.” (Psalm 107:14-16)
 
I've been alone most of my life and been a single parent for most of my daughter's life. I've been abused by family and in relationships. Used poor judgement in many situations and had plenty of financial downfalls. I've lost many loved ones both human and pet. 


I've had adventure and committed some pretty bad sins. If I would have known as a child just how many twists and turns my life would take I'd be in utter awe and horror all at the same time!


My story is not as ugly as some and worse than others. Through all of this I've experienced really up moments and really low moments. It's easy to praise Him when we are on the mountain but harder when we descend into a deep valley in life. 


I know what it is to be truly angry, hurt deeply to point that I didn't think I could bear it, rejected by the most important people in a person's life, and abandoned to the point almost of death. I know what it feels like to be lost, hungry, and cold. I've been beaten, threatened, cursed and betrayed. 


On the flip I've loved deeply and fully, had many special people as friends, excellent jobs, success in many areas of my life. I have a wonderful daughter and many special animals to enjoy. I had the best mentor in my grandfather. I've witnessed miracles in my life and seen the power and love of the Lord. 


I can't think of too many moments in my life where I doubted God really, reflecting back the doubt was in my ability. The short falls were my own lack of experience or wisdom. The Lord is patient and a good teacher, He has guided me along steadily, allowing me to learn and grow instead of leaving me in a trap of bitterness and hate. 


When our hearts are low or we loose faith the fear begins to engulf us and we begin to sink deeper.  When moments like this come it's a good time to praise Him. You won't have time to fear or worry if you are too busy praising Him. Praise is the secret weapon we don't think to use in times of need.  I always remember to thank Him when His answer to prayer comes but it takes more gumption to praise Him when all you want to do is lay down and cry your eyes out!